it makes me think "oh shit! my number is going to go from 19 to 20!" haha.
green house won!!! (haha. i'm actually an ex blue house member)
guys having a discussion over the lunch bill of who has paid and who hasn't
when i look at all the school goers, i know that i can never have that same mentality again. i realize how naive i was last time, how simple things are. right now, stuff just becomes more and more complicated. never it is simple.
sometimes, i don't notice at all. then my mom would tell me her perspective. things and thoughts would slowly dawn upon me. and i scold myself for being a fool, not knowing how to see through people's acts.
even i learn to be a hipocrite and selfish once in a while. even though i hate hipocrites. yes, the irony of it. i don't like it at all. but i know of no other way to keep an arm's length from people who are capable of hurting others.
growing up and changing really sucks sometimes.
4 comments:
wah why suddenly so emo??
what to do. all these going to Australia thing even though it is a choice i made, is making me emo. it's like leaving my life that i have here.
lol what does going to Aus have to do with not being naive??!?!
oh that! haha. forgetful me.
i emo once a while one ma, just don't post it up in the blog most of the time.
but don't you think it's true? people try means and ways to fit into society, just to be accepted. that's ok. but sometimes i can't help but wonder, are they all sincere? coz i fake it sometimes..
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